A year ago I was all about her, the lovely lady who stole my heart with her easy smile and gentle ways. She was the one who made coding feel like a dance, smooth and full of creative freedom. When I wrote code, it flowed like a sweet song that no one could hush. She came with beautiful gifts like Django and FastAPI, like thoughtful presents wrapped in simplicity.
Django was her classic charm, a reliable companion who made building web apps feel like putting together a puzzle where every piece fit perfectly. FastAPI was her fresh new surprise, fast and modern, like a spark that made me excited about the future. I gave her my attention, learning every curve and line of her, discovering joy in every project. She was my first love, the one I thought I’d never leave.
Then, suddenly, a new lady showed up at work. She was different. Strong, serious, and a little intimidating at first glance. The whole office talked about her; Java! a bold woman with deep roots and steady eyes. Her presence was commanding, and she wore a fortress of frameworks like Spring, Spring Boot, and Hibernate. At first, I was wary of her complex layers and strict rules, but she had her own gifts that surprised me.
Spring was her timeless elegance, turning complicated tasks into manageable routines. Spring Boot was the lively spirit, speeding up development with confident steps. Hibernate danced with the data, making the back-end hum with precision. She gave me these surprises, showing me that power and discipline could be beautiful too. She caught my mistakes before I even made them, guiding me with a steady hand unlike anything I’d known.
I began to really like her. While I was still dreaming of my first love, the gentle rhythm of Python and this new lady gave me butterflies I hadn’t felt before. There’s a word in Tamil "Kalla Kadhal" it means secretly loving one person while already in love with another. That’s exactly how I felt. Two ladies, two worlds inside my heart, each showing me something different but equally precious.
Now, the story took another turn. I was sent back to my first love’s arms, where the familiar warmth of Django’s embrace and FastAPI’s lively charm awaited me. She was patient, welcoming me back without any hard feelings. But my mind was caught in between. I longed for her easy smiles and the creative freedom she gave me. At the same time, I missed the strong, confident presence of the other lady the surprises, the discipline, and the power she brought into my life through her frameworks.
So here I sit, confused and double-minded. Both of them hold a place in my heart. One is the comfort of home, with her soft gifts I learned to cherish. The other is the excitement of new feelings, her surprises always keeping me on my toes. Maybe it’s okay to love them both for now because every coder knows, sometimes it’s these hard choices and tangled emotions that make the story worth telling
For now, I will sit with these butterflies, feeling pulled by two loves, and wonder what the next chapter of this tech romance will bring.